Finishing Up
Monday, January 10th, 2005I knew these past two weeks would come to pass, but I never thought they would happen so soon. I’m flying back to Pittsburgh now. I left Vegas at around 7:40 this morning. I had just spent the past two weeks visiting Jenny’s parents in Idaho, and about 4 days in Vegas spending some time with Jenny and touring downtown again.
But it’s all gone by so fast. Like anything else that’s happened to me in life. My college years have come and gone right before my eyes. It’s so frightening. Frightening in that now I have to find work. And not just any hum drum job. I want a job where I actually make a difference in people’s lives. One that makes an impact. I’ve always been like that though haven’t I? Aiming so high. What’s really scary is that all my life, I’ve been doing things for myself…all by myself. I never needed anyone’s help. Sure I asked for favors…business favors. Tit for Tat. But I never really NEEDED someone’s help. And this time I do. Knowing that your family can’t really do anything scares me all the more.
And just when I need it most, I have friends who will reach out and help me in my most critical time of need. Joel has been incredibly grateful in offering me a place to stay in LA while I look for work out there. But someone stands out from the rest…and that is my wonderful girlfriend, Jenny. There’s never been really too many people in my life that have been more than just a best friend. Jennifer on the other hand, has been everything…childhood friend, best friend, girlfriend, my heart…everything! The night before I left, she told me that I can always fall back on her in case things don’t turn out right in LA. That I could always come and stay with her and look for work in Vegas, too. What a profound friendship we share. It’s as if God had placed her in my life at the most precise moment. I love her always and forever!
So I’m going back home and my mom’s throwing a graduation party for me on the 16th. Hopefully a ton of people will show up. All you can eat Chinese…mmm. I can’t wait. I have a ton to do, too. I have to finish this project for Bill before I leave. Then I have a flight leaving out of Pittsburgh to Las Vegas on the 18th. At least this time it’s only 8 days instead of a torturous 70-something. So in 8 days…the rest of my life begins…
At least I know I’m not going through it alone…






